Who is he? Where is he? Answers come slowly in a kaleidoscope of fractured recollections as day by day the doctors and nurses at his bedside confirm that he's consented to a US Government experiment in the use of MDMA injections as therapy for veterans and former government employees with Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder who've been classified as a danger to themselves and others. He calls himself Gardner and, taking the advice of professional counselors, begins to keep a journal each day, addressing it directly to a woman he names Charity believing she's the only woman he ever loved. Healing begins as little by little shards of memory return.