He says he's ours, but it doesn't feel like it when we're forced to hide...

Our relationship with Richard?the CEO of Nightwork Records?claims he's in love with us.

Claims that he wants to be with us freely, but it can't happen.

I tried having patience. Tried being understanding. But I don't like being forced to hide in the shadows. I'm not a fan of constantly second guessing my every move and making sure I don't do something to alert the media and the fans that me, Spike, and Richard are seeing each other.

So, I'm putting myself first?my feelings and my heart. I'm not allowing him to hurt me anymore, no matter how unintentional he may be about it. I'm done playing these games with him.

But when we come home from our latest tour, it's clear Richard isn't giving up on us.

Because he's standing in our living room, outing our relationship to our friends, and he's not letting me make the decision to walk away.

**Please read the author's note at the beginning of the book before deciding if this is the book for you.